Is GOD real? Is JESUS real?How do I really find out?

I have only been on Q&A for a few short weeks and in that time I have read some good questions on this.Read crazy answers as well as answers from those who claim to know all the answers.I cant believe no one has ever told you how to really find out on your own without taking the word of others.No one can give you the proff you seek,except you.If you are really serious about knowing the truth,then you shall have it.If you're not serious don't waste your time trying to find the truth.It wont work for you.To find the truth one must go to the source of the truth.Go somewhere you can be alone,really alone,no computer,no phone,no friends,alone.Ask Lord if you are Truly real,reviel yourself to me.I am here now but I may not be tomarrow.I have heard others say you are real,while others say you're not.I really don't know what to believe,so Im asking you the above questions.I want to believe,but I don't know how you feel about an unbeliever wanting to know the truth of your existence,but I cant believe in you until I know you are real and know you will accept me just like I am even with all my flaws.I will wait for a period of time right here and then I will be gone.Im not trying force you to react,but my believing in you or disbelieving in you depends on you showing me the truth about you and your plan for me.Thank you for listening to me,and please answer me now in Jesus name AMEN.